Wednesday, April 1, 2009

At the Precipice of Self-Becoming

I stand at the precipice of self-becoming... I have stood here many times before. The wind issues its final warning, "Have you faith to make the leap?" To fly or fall, or not even make the leap at all. Am I ready to leap forward against the gravity of the world, of reality vs. dreams?

I have been here before. Last time I created the self I have now become, and now have reached the end of its cycle. I always know when a new cycle begins. With stunning clarity a new self vision emerges -- the strands all tie together in my mind as the information within self-organizes to a higher, more complex expression. And when this happens, I know I must change. My life must reflect.

By continually accepting new information and progressing thoughts, the information pattern of your mind itself will naturally self-organize into a higher more complex form. Simply being inspired by a greater self makes me greater, and pulls me towards its becoming.

So much has changed, yet so much stays the same. No matter how crazy and disjointed the path of my life becomes, it always feels, in moments like these, as if I am exactly where I need to be.

I must take the leap to a new self, built on the back of what I have become, the mountain I have climbed to get here, and adventure on a new path to another mountain of learning and self-becoming.

There is great power in Rebirth, or Destruction, which is just one part in the same process. Nothing is actually lost but everything must combust in order to shed bad habits and forge new ones.

See the self you have become, and relate it to the self you want to become. These two selves act as positioning points and goals to pull you forward. Once these two selves are established, the journey between the two selves begins, the adventurous self starts the long climb to a new becoming.

This is a journey I have made time and time again. I'm happy to be here. There is always such clarity in these moments. I know what I have to do. Time to take the leap.

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